And I will keep walking till the day I die.
Friday, July 30, 2010
Today was a kind of neutral day. It had both joy and sadness, but hey, ain't all days like this?
Boring. Boring. And boring. I read almost all the mangas and I still feel bored. Maybe I should go and watch Advent's Children now...but Mum probably wun let me. Maybe tomorrow?
God. Zeus. Crikey. You know, I say and do the most embarrassing stuff. I wish to stop being like her, and following her. It's damn stupid sia, if you know what I really mean. I hate being myself. Even the teachers kind of find me annoying (don't they all?) because I..I..what do I do? I mean, talking is kind of common. And so is popping up with stupid answers. I could see those menacing eyes of my form teacher when I forgotten to bring my TPC home. I know I am in the wrong. And I am really sorry. (LOL. Why the hell am I saying something that happened like 3 days ago?)
Talking about a person. Codename: Wukong
Anyway, I know she just hates me. I just know. It is so obvious.Okay, this is like one semester ago, when the seniors were stepping down. I sucked at footdrill, yet she says I put in loads of effort. And I think she did not want to shake my hand. I could see the look on her face going: Why the F*** am I gonna shake hands with HER? It just makes my heart hurt and break into two. I actually like her, but it is the opposite for her. In the end, I just gave her up. I know I will never be liked somehow, by ANY ma'ams or seniors. Believe moi, for I am so good at predicting. (Huh. Like real, Lyraeira.) I still do watch her from afar, and see my friend being her favourite. I thought favouritism was like kind of unfair. Were you even aware of those who liked you from behind, but yet you chose her? I can't take this anymore, you know. I feel like crying. Don't even bother apologising anyway, though you most likely won't see this. I dunno why, but I still like you, Wukong. Suddenly I dun feel jealous of that person you favour. Because I just dun care any more.
Codename: Passer-by (NOT)
Now, your turn pal. You've done it. Again. This time, I dunno what has gotten into you. You obviously know my best friend has been liking you for awhile now, yet you chose to ignore her.
WHAT. THE. HELL. IS .THIS.
How dare you! You chose another person who was was smart and you hurt her feelings by doing so. I just don't understand you at all. I thought you were caring for you should know the best when it comes to feelings. You write it all over your blog. Are you just selfish or what? Forget it. I can't believe I liked you, mind you. I gave you up to my friend, the one you had hurt so bad, because I knew she liked you. But when I did, you shattered her, pal. You just had to. Do you even know she is suffering greatly? Of course you dun. Do you even know why? That is because she has been rejected 2 times. By Wukong and now you. Can't you just pity her for just once in your entire life? Is it so hard to do so? Will it kill you to just appreciate what she has done for you? You complained about Wukong for hurting your so-called fragile feelings, but you were no difference from her at all. Learn pal, learn.
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Ok, I have poured out my hurt. Now fun.
The redo-ing was actually kind of fun. You know what I mean. It's the video intro thingy. Leanne, Nadine, Denise and Chan Qing, you make it so amusing that it is unimaginable not to have good friends like you. The throwing of the bean balls are cool, just that please try to minimise the number of bean balls thrown at me. Just joking! When we checked the video to see if it was alrite-ok ok-alrite, I actually wanted to submit it to Singapore's Most Funniest Videos (well, if there even IS one, which we know doesn't exist at all...). It was simply hilarious.
Anyways, ANYBODY KNOWS MISS ZHANG'S FACEBOOK? Tried to find it but obviously failed. It is kind of sad that she is leaving for school. School sux. Like hell. Dunno why she has to go when CGS is a school for Apollo's sake! But the goodies were cool. Except that she should give us a thumbdrive each...LOL KIDDING! Like as if I am that demanding and rude. Gosh, this entry is kind of longer than the rest. How long exactly have I been typing?
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WHO CARES ANYWAY?
Now I feel like watching 07-Ghost again.. Teito's just too cute! Man, I have to backtrack to where Haruken saw the Eye of Mikhail(I think I spelt it wrongly..). Cos' Teito looks so cute when unconcious!
Hahahahahaahaha. Sadistic me. Okay, gotta go now. Typed enough for the day.
Sayonara!
