And I will keep walking till the day I die.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
I am crying now.
What the hell does my mum know about secondary schools? NOTHING. Absolutely NOTHING AT ALL. Do you know that tomorrow I wanted to go and practice my knots for the Outdoor Activities Accreds (exam) which was coming up soon, and do you know what she said?
NO.
Yeah, that's right. She didn't want me to study for that Red Cross exam and she even said:
"Fail then fail lorh."
Like what the F***? Excuse moi, but I need to pass it so I can get into a good junior college in the future. And she doesn't want that. Huh. Don't blame me for getting into a lousy school, because it wasn't my fault. It was her fault. And when I protested, she simply said, "Because you arranged it behind my back." Hello? Can I predict the future? How would I know when it would come up? Does she even know that I was on the verge of tears while I was trying to tie the housekeeping knot? Fina ma'am told me to practice with my squadmate, but now, I know I won't be able to. I am sorry, Fina ma'am, for disappointing you. I will try my best, but I know that I will never catch up with my squadmates.
LIFE IS UNFAIR.