I just want you guys to know, that sometimes, even the people with great smiles on their faces, laugh with you, are actually hiding at home. Where there is no tranquillity at home, where a voice like thunder roars away. It is a sad family. Luckily, I have you, blog, and my soft toy, to cry with me when I sleep. I want to run away and never come back. And become myself again. Just let me die already.