And I will keep walking till the day I die.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
I don't know what I am going to do now. My friends and my IC group is fighting against each other. Belle is the middlewoman and I know this puts her in a tight spot.
I should have been a better leader.
I should have stood up for myself.
I should have done more contributions for the group.
I should have more courage.
I should have known.
I should have guessed.
But it's too late now, isn't it.
All of you hate me.
I didn't want to be a leader in the first place. But now since I am, I won't rule you in fear. I want all of us to enjoy doing projects together, not view each other as enemies.
Whether you like it a not, all of you are my group members, and I will try to do my best to lead all of you.
But I am scared I would mess up.
You guys would come after me.
Blame me.
Hurl vulgarities at me.
And I bet you guys don't want to fail too.
So please, just cooperate.